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[20 Feb 2006|03:36pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
The people in society these days make me laugh. They overreact over little things, blame people for things they didn't do because they assume the person did it. People hold to many grudges, I mean come on you're 15/16 and your mad at a person because she told on you for something or she called you a bitch behind you're back, or she stole your boyfriend of 2 weeks. Or that one person you can't stand and you're like OMG SHE'S SO ANNOYING I CAN'T STAND HER/HIM. Then don't hang around them, if they bother you that much stop acting like you like them & when they come around say oh hey Sheryl (example name) you're so cute we need to hang out this weekend & then when they leave you start bicthing them out. Get over it, I've come to the realization that you're wasting your time, breath & life. 9 out of 10 you wont ever see any of these people that cause these drama & stress when either you're out of highschool or out of college and have started a life. So I've come to the conclusion that if I don't like someone, I just wont really talk to them. I'm not going to come out straight forward and say hey I don't like you, thats rude and disrespectful. I'm done overracting about things that wont mean anything in the next 2 years. I'm done saying things about people when thier not around it's stupid, & don't say you haven't ever talk about someone rudely when thier not around because everyone has. I've finally realized the meaning of life, & this whole highschool drama shit that happens everday isn't in it.
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[30 Jan 2006|04:30pm] |
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HOLLER.
I have a headache again their nonstop.
I'm sick of the people at my school exept for like 4 people. They all still think they are in 6th grade and need to get over themseleves. It's immature.
I feel lost, you know that lost feeling you get when you're like 7 and you lost you mother in the grocery store [lol] I feel like that but like lost in life & don't know what to do.
It's werid I guess. I don't know if anyone will ever understand.
I told my mom that I was going to sneak out one day now she checks my window, everyday now.
I never snuck out. I probably wouldn't have ethier cause I'm a chicken. But now all of a sudden she's putting the door alarms on @ night, so she'll hear me if I go out. I told her one day that I have fully lost trust in any one in this ridculous world even her. She was like you don't trust your own mother!? I told her no because I know shes done things behind my back. It's not like she trusts me, if she did she wouldn't be having to put the alarm on.
Gay, life is just on confusion after another.
bye.
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[21 Jan 2006|03:49pm] |
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Credit layout: Liz Crowther.
Lets just start off by saying this has not been my week.
I feel as if my life is now falling rapidly apart.
I haven't gotten an ounce of good sleep at all.
Every morning I wake up with eithier a nauseating stomach, or a pounding headache.
The headaches have became a great concern to me, I've been having them about 2 times a day. They don't last very long but do tend to pound hard & get on my nerves.
Probably all the stress I'm going through.
I need just one day, to actually relax.
Someone please give it to me.
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[31 Dec 2005|03:14pm] |
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I've done too much thinking lately.
Alot of werid things happened today, like they seemed like they were signs.
Like telling me things. It was werid
I just wish I had someone to hold these days. Someone to care for me.
But I guess thats too much to ask for.
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testinggggggggggggggggggggg
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